When I look back on how I saw my life to be, I wonder what the hell was wrong with me
My plans of the past are nothing but a simple impasse, the dreams of before are nightmares that I now explore
It’s hard to not wonder if my life is not just one big blunder
Did I think too much ahead?
Did I get lost within my head?
Never focusing on the present always torn and full of discontent
What a beautiful disaster my life has become, full of pain and joy all rolled into one
That is me just one open book go head flip through and have a look
So learn from all I have seen so you won’t become another me
Kariann Alcala, 2009