Why am I awake at this hour

Oh yes, It’s to see him, to be with him, to be one with him, but for what exactly, to fill an empty void that gets bigger every time I see him

Yet, I go anyway but why? I ask myself that every time and I still don’t have an answer

He is like oil and I am like water

Always touching but will never truly connect

Why do I always feel that I need someone to make me feel complete?

I felt because we were both half people, that if we were together we could make each other whole

But I was wrong of course

So for now it will stay the same

He calls, I answer

He asks, I follow

He leaves, I stay

All the while I still love him just the same

Kariann Alcala, 2010


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